I get the emotion. But in this situation, you've been stressing out a subject so much, and with so much malice, it really felt like watching a public freakout, which not many enjoy witnessing in a laid back Discord server. Death's been very, very fair with you. You must understand where you wronged in this case as well. To me at least, you're in no way the worst person in the world, I am actually a general fan of yours and your creativity. If you wish to be controversial, try being inclusive and understanding of the environment you're in, instead of being plain mean when told that you're doing something too much. Stay safe!